New Year lyrics

Sitting here stressing
at two-thirty a.m.

About how fast
the year can go
I wonder where
it went

If we start all
over again,
would it really work

I know that
the year could be
could be coming
back to me

There's no vice but
the thoughts of him

Traumatised
I'm so scared
of it

Wanna stop thinking
Gotta get to sleep
Gotta wake up fresh
Get on my feet

Push the thought
of you away
Do it today

I'm older than
my years

Drowning in
my tears

Surrounded by
the fears

Since you went
away a year ago
At Christmas

You locked away
your secrets
Kept them away
from me

I only came
to say goodbye
and now you
finally see

You wanna start
all over again
Make it work
this time

But I don't wanna
end up feeling
far away from fine
I memorised what
you said to me

So surprised it
was hell to be

So frustrated
with the way
we were but
not a single word
can make it work

Now look at
us today
We blew it away

I'm older than
my years

Drowning in
my tears

Surrounded by
the fears

Since you went
away a year ago
At Christmas
I'm older than
my years

Drowning in
my tears

Surrounded by
the fears

Since you went
away a year ago
At Christmas

Last year
Last year

Last year
Last year

At Christmas
At Christmas

At Christmas

I'm older than
my years